I was not meant to go through life alone...
Sometimes I feel as though God has forgotten me,
Just sort of overlooked me.
I know he's busy, and I'm not blaming God or even saying that he's forgetful...just saying that sometimes, this aloneness makes me feel forgettable,
Easy to not consider in the great big scheme of things.
I think sometimes when I can't sleep that I just wasn't meant to sleep alone... My dreams are daunting and I fight alone in my dreams or I run alone in my dreams or I stand and face my fears alone, even in my dreams.
I am tired
And sometimes,
I am afraid.
Afraid that this is how things will now and forever be...
Simply
Only
Just
Me.
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